talking

I really thought college was drama free. Everyone is mature enough to handle their shit and straighten things out in a direct and respectable way. But ever since I joined this fraternity, I've been hearing scrutinizing and gossiping and immature judgment of others that I am thoroughly disappointed. People keep hearing bits and pieces of information and before you know it, they act like they really know what's going on and spread inaccuracies around like a fucking tumor. My goal in life is to maintain harmony within myself and others, but it's hard to do so in an environment where adults don't act like adults and I don't want to have to treat them like children. I was enthusiastic before but I think I am going to slowly remove myself now, but of course, right after I explain my case to people I need to explain to. Basically, I will just have less interaction and show a more mature and composed side of me that people would take me more seriously. Sometimes I feel like a joke that people can just assume anything from me, especially how some think that I'm using my "cuteness" to take advantage of them through little favors. In the very least, I have my good group of friends and I really shouldn't care for those who wouldn't give me a second chance. I decided that it's best to just clarify some things but I don't have to please anyone that I don't need to please. That's my rant for the morning.