dislike

i feel as though the people who dislike me are the ones who are especially fake. the ones that suck up on others so much that everyone loves them or seeks approval from them. i think it's because i don't like to please people in general and thus far have only shown this youthful and innocent side of me that attracts a lot of people and puts them in the comfort zone. i keep feeling this envy towards me, and honestly, i am trying to be completely humble right now. i personally see nothing to be jealous of but people are hard to read. they see certain things about you that you don't see yourself. if they are jealous, i'm flattered. if they're just being haters, i can't help it. when i know someone is not giving me a chance, i really don't bother. the only people i please are those in my immediate family.